IRONIC KIND OF LOVE

It's ironic how people keep on falling in and out of love, when in fact it can cause such pain in the chest. Will, maybe i guess because, as love does last, it feels fucking great... Especially in my side, in the situation that i was in, it's really hard to fall in love with a straight guy, and you were like close friend for almost 2 years.he's different from other guys, if treated me as i'm special he makes me feel that i am myself when i'm with him and not the other way around. it's hard 2 luv sum1 and not be luvd, But it's more painful 2 luv sum1, and never find courage 2 tell dat person wat u feel!!! Yeah, tama! But how can i tell him, when i know he's that straight, he's handsome, intelligent, articulate, caring. masculine and open minded... It's been 2 years when we first met in the freshmen orientation in our school, and i think he already caught my heart that moment... It's really hard for me, i want to tell him what i feel but afraid of what might happen if i told him so... Being with him makes me fall in love even more, i'm like a bird in a cage, i want to tell him what i feel but trapped in the tendencies that he might punch my face or he'll treat me differently after, that's why i'm trying to get out of his company everyday, because i can't take it anymore, it's sad to be not with him but it's even sadder being with him having that feeling like a bird in a cage... I almost have my MR.PERFECT but he can't be perfect for me cause he's straight..

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